Yesterday my best friend said I looked really thin and was wondering if I started working out too much. I told her no. She's not a serious person so whenever she is serious, I laugh. So I was laughing when she was trying to talk to me, it was really awkward. But I swear I look the same. And weigh the same since she last saw me a few days ago.. It's not like you can change that much in a few days. Anyway- I wish I could see what she sees. It's driving me crazy (lols).
And today, my dad and I were talking about our trip to Florida coming up, and the friend mentioned above is coming with. He said, "So, does your friend eat a lot?" (He probably asked this because she's got some meat on her bones, Idk, and just wondering how much money she'll have to bring for food...) And I was like, "No, she honestly copies whatever I eat whenever I'm with her." And he says, "Oh, so she won't eat a lot."
I swear I thought that he thought I was a fat ass who ate all the time. I always peruse the kitchen and try to grab snacks when my parents are home, I'm really always in the kitchen. I thought that he thought I ate a ton so I'm always self-conscious when I'm around him in the kitchen.
I just feel like I eat SO fucking much.
Who the hell gave us these goggles that blinds us from how we really are?
My brain is
twisted.
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