Monday, June 18, 2012
fuck, anorexia.
It's funny when my friends complain to me about shit.
Like, one of my friends is bitching about being on vacation with her family.
Seriously?
Try being in my head for a fucking
HOUR...
you'd be torn a-fucking-part.
It's so draining
I'm fucking trapped in this shit.
fuck eating disorders fuck the fucking world.
fuck my brain
it needs to quiet
but it won't
stop
until I
stop.
*you can't eat that**you look like a fat piece of shit**stop staring at that food, you' don't want people to think you have no control over yourself**can't you see everyone staring at your fat???**you're a worthless piece of shit**you're a waste of space, you do nothing all fucking day**treadmill**everyone is staring at you, stop fucking doing that**puke**you better not let anyone see what a disgusting bitch you are**you have no fucking spine**you're so ugly*why haven't you killed yourself yet?**no one will ever love you**you have no future*fat ass*
someone, make it stop.
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I love you to pieces, PT does too.
ReplyDelete:( it's so weird... our disorders are miles apart when it comes to symptoms, but the thoughts are exactly the same. I hope you feel a little better soon babe and I'm always here to talk. xx
ReplyDeleteNo one can make it stop but yourself, which is a total bitch but is true.
ReplyDeleteNo one is going to fully understand what your going through unless they have an eating disorder, so for their sake you should take pity on their naivety.
It sucks this position that we are put in, we just have to keep going strong.
i agree with all the comments
ReplyDeleteliving with anorexia is hard really hard
no one understands unless u have an ed but even then everyones different
there feels like theres no escape
i dont think i could ever recover but theres always hope in managing to control it so that u can actually live more happily and comfortable i wish that for everyone
xx