I cut myself for the first time in months yesterday night... actually.. it was more like a scratch.. I took some scissors and just wanted to make the pain physical and not emotional, but I stopped, so it's not bad.. I don't think it will even scar.
I feel like shit, but then again, I don't.. I knew I wasn't gonna calm down unless I did it and I stopped before I made it worse, so in a twisted way, I'm proud of myself... weird?
I realize my head may be twisted..
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