fuck fuck fuck.

Dying to know what I don't.. what I need to know and what I want to know. What will happen, why the hell does it all even fucking matter? What is the point of it all? I thought today was alright, but turns out I'm just a big fuck up as always. I don't know why I bother doing anything anymore or even try to do anything. I'm never good enough for anyone. Blah blah. I hate myself and my life. I don't even fucking care anymore. People just screw you over.. you can't trust anyone. People only care about themselves. Fuck life. Fuck insomnia. Fuck food. Fuck people. So done with this shit.