this is the last time

8 taquitos
32 oz water
4 chocolate chip cookies
16 oz chocolate milk
1 bagel with chive cream cheese
1 small coffee


all down the drain.




I'm stopping tomorrow, this was my last time purging. Fuck that noise.




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I'm so hungry but we have nothing to eat, no, I'm not hungry I just ate like a fat ass 15 minutes ago and I didn't purge it and I have no sleeping pills to take and my mind won't shut off but I want to fucking eat just something so I can feel something, feel fucking full. I'm so fat fat fat fat fat fat fat.