happy st patricks day

I really don't feel anything. Just numb.
Lost 8 pounds last week. Hardy har har.
One more week of school until Spring Break.
Hell yes.

Reading some T.S. Elliot for class..

We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.

feeling positive today.. who am i?? hah

I'm not sure why.
Maybe it's the adderall talking.
But I'm in a good mood, good ish.

“The most important relationship in your life is the relationship you have with yourself. Because no matter what happens, you will always be with yourself.”- Diane Von Furtenburg

Shouldn't it be a good one?

lol

A on my Spanish test. I SWEAR the professor loves me. And I'm not complaining with grades like these. He's so easy, he doesn't follow university rules for grading, which I like, because I literally had to kick my ass for an A in 103 last semester.. My teacher was hard but I loved her, she was great. This time, he's super sweet but not an amazing teacher, but a great guy so I won't say anything bad about him.

A on my neuroscience test. I don't know if I said that before. All I have is school, lol, so... that's all I can update "you" on.. although these blog posts are really only for me to read and to get some thoughts out of my head.


I have my second chemistry test Monday. I know the material when I look up how to do it, it just won't stick, which scares me because I need to know it. Thank god we get a flashcard.

And I have a statistics test Tuesday. Even more scared for that. Shit just started to "click" for me on Thursday and Friday in class and the tests are open book, but if I can't look up things FAST and know which equations to use, things can go poorly. So I'm working on that and Chemistry today. Woo hoo.

WEEEEEEEHOOO

sooooooooooooo does anyone else do homework and study for 6+ hours a day or is it just me?


I squeeze my pen really tight apparently when I write and I think I damaged a nerve or something, or just irritated it. It hurts and stings when I try to write. Death.

neuroscience, whadd up.

Got a B on my chemistry test. Wish I could say I was pleased with that. I know the material well enough where I should have gotten an A, so I'm disappointed.



Time to kick some neuroscience ass in retaliation.




"The more you deny your feelings, the stronger they become."

study break quote time.

"On and on you will hike, and I know you'll hike far,
and face up to your problems, whatever they are."
-Dr Suess.





I feel inflated like a balloon..

Got an A on my Spanish test. -__-


"So be sure when you step.
Step with care and great tact
and remember that
Life is a great balancing act."

down down down

I'm so scared I'm going to fail my Spanish test tomorrow that I threw up.
I'm in level 4 and the test is covering shit I learned when I was in 4th grade.. present, preterit, and impterfect, but for some reason nothing is sticking.
And my quiz grade rocked my confidence.
And I can't do it anymore.
And I'm trying to prepare myself for failing.