I just made a post on this on PT but I still have thoughts in my head and didn't want to go all ranty on PT because no one reads that shit.
I hate school. I literally hate it with everything in my body. Chemistry takes up so much of my time, and statistics, and neuroscience, and even stupid Spanish and English. I'm not exaggerating when I say that I sit on my ass doing homework for 8 hours a day, 3 days a week. And the other 2 days I'm doing homework for at least 4 hours. Not joking. I can't do it anymore, seriously, I can't. I never want to go to sleep Sunday nights because I know I'll have to wake up and it will be the start of a whole new week of fucking hell.
Getting straight A's this semester has been killing me. My eating has been worse than ever and I've been a lot more depressed obviously. I really hate school. I used to love it. I loved studying and learning and showing teachers that I know their material. But now it's too fucking much.
One week and it's over and I get a week break before summer school. For 4 weeks I have speech class 4 days a week for 3 hours. That won't be that bad. But then after 4 weeks, I'm taking two 8-week courses, chemistry and a nutrition class from 9-5, 4 days a week. I don't know if I can do this?
Okay rant over. One week. One week. One week.
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