my friend told me i have skinny upper-arms today.
i wish i had skinny arms.
i wish i could see what she sees.
why can't i see what she sees.


edit: Today (Sunday) I ate quite a bit. I have days like this sometimes, where I eat normally, or more than normal (normal for a normal person). I had 3 pieces of candy at work, and the girls were teasing me about eating so much because they hardly ever see me eat. And I had a little snack bag of cheese its this morning. And tonight my dad made pot roast, and I ate that, some corn, and even pasta salad (which usually terrifies me and I never allow myself any). Girls at work also bought me a regular coke when I asked for a diet. I drank that, too. My stomach is killing me though.

Tomorrow I know I won't eat much, I work all day and my boss who I can't bear to eat in front of, idky, will be there.

Rambling.