Hard to find the words when
You've got so far to fall
Just trying to keep a secret
And never tell a sole, no no
And take another drink so
I can lose control.

help

Where would I be now if I didn't stop eating that day in high school?

Where would I be if I fought the voices?

How much time would I have spent being happy instead of depressed?

Cut 6 years later.

I'm in the same place I was then.

Stuck with the same feelings.

How come I can admit everything to myself, but nothing to anyone else?
I want to get help, I really do.

I'm ready to kick this thing in the ass.

But I can't ever picture myself talking to anyone.

I know I won't, but I'm getting close to cracking.

I know a new low is coming.

I can feel myself about to snap

crumble

collapse.

Someone will have to be there to put me back together

because

I'm not strong enough this time.




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Sophie's family don't understand it 
Gave her all that they had 
And her sister won't stop cryin' 
'cause her father says she's dyin' 
Sophie says she's really tryin' 
Problem is, sophie's lying